jo@ghost’ blog

Ketika kemarau mereka ketandusan,                         

apabila banjir,mereka kelemasan.

   Demi nafsu yang membara,

      mereka terlupa pada dosa.

Making two possibilities a reality
predicting the future of things we all know
fighting off the diseased programming
of centuries, centuries, centuries, centuries
Science fails to recognise the single most
potent element of human existence
letting the reigns go to the unfolding
is faith, faith, faith, faith
Science has failed our world
science has failed our mother earth
Spirit-moves-through-all-things
Letting the reigns go to the unfolding
is faith, faith, faith, faith
letting the reigns go to the unfolding
is faith, faith, faith, faith
Science has failed our world
Science has failed our mother earth
Spirit-moves-through-all-things
Science has failed our mother earth

 S unday I dread as

  M onday is just around the corner

  I magining your monstrous face

  L azily I go to bed forgetting dinner

  E arliest as usual to class

  D ead, I secretly hope you are when  u don’t enter.

A rogue is an apt description of this fish. It is a powerful fish for its size and, with its aggressive character, it makes a great sport fish! The mangrove jack is normally found in the estuary area within depressions, around structure and snags, especially around the mangroves, hence its name. However, occasionally it can be found at the offshore reefs in deep waters.

The mangrove jack averages between half a kilo to four kilos, four kilos being an exceptional size. The large jacks of over 2 kilos are normally found offshore. Generally anything over a kilo is considered a good size. It is good to eat and is a popular fish, farmed commercially at the local fish farms.

It can be caught with dead baits like prawns, fish strips or squid. However, using live bait like prawns or small fish achieve greater success. It likes to sit within or around structure, waiting to ambush its prey. It will dart out, grab the prey and head straight back into its line cutting snags! Equipped with a nice set of teeth, very much like fangs, it can bite very well! The baits usually have to be placed in or very near the hang-out of the mangrove jack to get them to bite. When the mangrove jack hits the bait it is like an express train pulling the line into the snag territory! In other words, stout tackle should be used! So hang on to the rod and reel, or it might disappear into the water!
*last time i thought it was red tilapia..lols..

Found in ponds and mining ponds in the low lands. Originally from Indonesia, it was brought here for aqua-culture purposes. It is an excellent catch on light tackle, generally giving the angler a good fight even though it doesn’t grow very large. Catches above a kilo is very good.

The most common bait used is dough and bread. Nevertheless it does sometimes take crickets and worms. Starchy fruits like bananas work too. Lampam can be quite aggressive feeders, furiously hitting the bait within seconds of landing in the water. Use of berley (chum) will improve the fishing.

*i caught 1 last year,it died 2 months ago..i named it lolong..

1. Unknown to the world moving on,
   Naked thoughts race ahead of them.
   Withered weary minds left behind
   Recoil at the thought, of a thought,
                    Insomnia a friend for the night.
                    Tempers tempered in the spirit,
                    Too late to even realize the loss;
                    Escaped, the shadows of the mind
                    Never will these be written. 

this is hard for me
but has to be done
its not to hurt you
saying this is not fun

please understand
for you, i really care
i love you
and the time we shared

but its over now
time to move on
time to leave the past
a new life has begun

we both have reasons
we both know why
lets let things go
before i start to cry

this way we can part
maybe one day
we can be just friends
who’s to say

i will always
keep you in my heart
but circumstances have
torn us apart

so this is it
time to go
remember always
i loved you so 

My fRIEND…Jo

                mY BEST FREN is Jo. She is as hot as Heidi Klum. sHE HAS A BEAUTIFUL EYES ^.^ . Guys’ beat superb fast when they see her.She has a big boop [to jo: dun get angry], sexy, hot and bootylicious. What i like bout her is her stupid jokes and she is very friendly. Eventhough she does not like some of the guys which i like, likes to tell story that i dun like, does not share the same opinion bout life, does not have same character, sometime we have cat fight [....ouch....dun la pull my hair...] , like to tease me or make fun of me but she is a person who will help friend when they r in trouble.When i have trouble you will help me. When i’m sad you will make me happy. When i dun understand something you’ll will teach me until i understand. When my birthday reached you will plan to buy birthday 4 me eventhough i dun do that for you [sorry]. All this had make our friendship last longer. We hav same interest bout fashion, makeup, n many more. Our frenship are much stronger than any one can image. Our friendship will not end just like that only. I want to say thank you to you for believing me all the time, for making my life more colourful, bring hapinness to me supporting me, giving me advise and honest to me. Forgive me if i had ever make you sad, unhappy or being not honest to you.

Like a butterfly

I want to fly

I want to flap and spread my wings

From branch to branch

From flower to flower

Like a butterfly

I am tender and fragile

I am the promise of the future

Whose life is now bleak

In the streets of the city

Children vanish

In the homes Children are abused and killed

In the schools Children are beaten and molested

By those they trust

Like a butterfly 

With wings cut

I cannot fly

I cannot not flap and spread my wings

From flower to flower

Instead…

I stand chained

My dreams and aspirations

Long lost

My future

Uncertain

Like a butterfly

Wings without

I cry for freedom

Freedom from child labour

Freedom from sexual exploitation

Freedom from discrimination

Like a butterfly

A beautiful butterfly

With wings outstretched

With wings flapping

I will fly away

Displaying my beautiful colours

To all and sundry

I know I will

I am the hope of the child

I am the butterfly

The beautiful butterfly

With beautiful colours.

Death, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not pout

Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands

I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again

I should move on, it’s all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts

This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it - why is this world so cold

How can I have faith in God and family
When people I love are taken from me

Where can I find true and loyal friends
I’m sick of the lies, fights and revenge

Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage

How do I get past all of this, show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind